haha seriousli, wadeva i sae in tis entry ish realli true!

hmmm trust mi, those who r nice 2 mi... though i do not sae, i realli can feel it n i realli appreciate u ppl:> haha bud sadli there r one or 2 who fall in tis group bud frm the start i m veri irritated by them... no matta how nice they r to mi or how concern, the onli ting i feel ish bein more irritated by them. the nicer they r , the more irritated i get!!! sorri i din wan it tis wae too... i feel seriousli guilty when i m quite mean ta some ppl coz of mi foul mood n the nxt moment, the person does something realli nice 4 mi;p those kinda ppl r realli sweet n the onli ting i can do now ish ta apologize to them! i'm sorry...

do not hurt others if u dun wan others to hurt u.

sadli i alwaes remind myself bud i often carn control my feelings... sorri

hmm realli pei fu ppl who r realli chi qing, bud i noe ish not good realli! afta like 3-4 years, i finalli finalli got over it. it feels realli good bud i feel supa embarrassed by wadeva i did previousli.... i m not lyin to myself or anione tis time because ish realli different, last time i used to tell myself tt i will treat him as a friend, a normal friend bud now i dun tink i can. i noe i carn, i m juz bluffin myself haha. 2 those who r chi qing out there, i realli admire u ppl n i realli despise those who can just get out of one relationship n fall into another one immediately! u suck... haha bud chi qing de people, muz jia you n dun get too chi qing.